May
28
2010
The stubborn TANS!
Although I am still sane enough not to take my life away, escaping from all the madness at home, I think I need medical and drugs help to keep myself mentally sane. Even migraine relief would not be strong enough to help, I think. It is really too mentally challenging for me to manage the frequent cries and wailing of the boys plus the stubornness of my first child that almost makes me vomit blood most of the time.
If God has given me a body that is fit to take care of a pair of crazy twins, I think it is only fair that He gives me a stable mind to control my mental state as well. Really can’t wait for the boys to grow up a little faster so I can quickly dump them all away, into daycare and gain back my life again!
hmm…
yess can understand ur feeling. after i’ve my gal started to attend pre-school for 1/2 day, my parents get more ‘breath’ and more time to do own things. u shud be able to have more free time after ur boys are cukup umur to be sent to the pre-school…even half day also better than none!!